So I took the weight of it all out for a drink,Īnd then we drove back drunk through the busy city streets. Maybe the God you love is all I gotta fear, Maybe the future’s just a little bit weird, I remember that moment of silence, I was at a mall in Norwich, shoppers stared at the ground, the escalators went on smoke breaks, oh 1918 you have yet to see the worst of humans acting. I’ve got a winning lotto ticket from the state of Massachusetts, tucked into the back of my wallet, I’ll cash it when I’m back in Boston, with a blank eye from the cashier, for why it’s torn and busted up. I thought my house could never burn, but that was before.
Like the dead cat in the alley, like the garbage overturned, like the uninviting orgy on top of some dog shit in the yard, I had a life, I thought I had it together, "But baby, baby buzz me in!”, I ring your intercom and say, but you just poke your head through the curtain I try to make my way outside, ‘cause I’ve got to see you tonight, I start pacing then running. There’s a couple kids just trying to get high, There’s a couple arguing in the bathroom, Somewhere in the overgrowth of your memory,Īnd at night you wander through, as the image of a former you, searching every nook and every cranny for the form that I am taking.īut “baby, baby I’m right here!”, I try to shout and scream and say, but my darling you just swat, you just swat me away, and in my greatest desperation, I dig deep into your skin, a little itch to keep the thought of me. I am a tiny fly, buzzing around in a field,
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